Been really
out of it lately.. School is really starting to get busy and I don’t have much
time to write… Actually, I’m writing this during chemistry lesson heh. Bad of
me, but still.
Thomas, if you're reading this... Just ignore, because you're gonna laugh :)
So recently
I’ve been skipping recess to go to the piano room and play the piano. I guess
it’s because it’s the only place in school I can actually play the piano
without and audience. Plus, it’s soundproof! So I can pretty much play in peace
and just be by myself. Which leads me to realize that I’ve been alone pretty
much this year. I mean I sometimes welcome the ‘loneliness’ but I don’t always
appreciate the fact that I don’t have someone who will take me as the ‘first
friend’. In class, I’m always second choice, whether with Thida, Jia Yue or
whoever. So yeah, I kind of dread group works and pair works right now. I
thought I’d already cleared things up with Jia Yue, but it seems it didn’t
work. Why am I so insecure? Haish. And I like how I'm always excluded from the group of councillors in class. I mean okay, I understand that the rest of them are in EXCO, but I mean, c'mon. The EXCO in G3 don't exclude the non-EXCO members. That's not to say that the councillors are bad or anything, it's just that... I'm prolly just being paranoid but haish. Council is still awesome though - don't get the wrong idea.
On the
bright side, I bought my friends’ birthday prezzies yesterday XD It was pretty
late for 2 of them though :P one was on March 1st and the other was
somewhere in March (sorry, I can’t remember when). Shune’s birthday is today so
I managed to get her present on time XD I hope she likes it! All the presents
were really cute XD I took some pictures of it but I didn’t take all :( I can't upload the pics now because I'm in school and can't use my phone XO
Sometimes I
feel like detaching myself from everyone because it’s somewhat painful to
always have to upkeep with social obligations and such. Then again, I am
somewhat a people person so I would also be miserable without company.
Anyways, it’s
CrezUnité week this
week, starting with Be Yourself Day (BYD) on Monday and practicing of the Mass
Dance today. I think BYD was okay, minus the fact that SOMEONE *ahem ahem* was mad at me. We had to dress Retro for BYD so
I practically had nothing to wear, but thank God Amaris lent me her shirt which
was so retro even my teacher commented on it XD
It’s now
CCE lessons lol. Hmm I’m hungry.
Exams are
in two weeks… Sigh. I barely have time to study so I think I’ll have to work my
butt off this weekend… I’m getting kind of scared just thinking about exams… If
I don’t do well, my mum won’t let me do Ice-Skating… And I really want to do
Ice-Skating… WELL. Simply because I feel better when the air is cold, I can
think clearer and I can work off any pent up energy on the ice. I don’t know
why, but I really really like the cold, even if I suck with the cold XD
Heavens,
this is getting long. I guess I should be thankful for all that I have, and I
am, but sometimes I wish… No this is going down the wrong way heh. I think I
really need to learn to lean on God :(
LALALA. I
wish I could fly. Flying is so much freer.
Today's Scripture:
Acts 4:1-12
Snowbelle~
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